I kinda regret not going to prom. Honestly I couldn’t afford it. I mean, yeah I have a job and if I really wanted to go I could’ve but I mean, the ticket was $80, the dress I liked was $130+ not to mention hair, makeup, shoes, limo or party bus money. It’s hard enough trying to save up for a camera and plane ticket and this just woulda set me back. I feel like I’m going to look back and regret this so much. Another reason I didn’t want to go is because I didn’t have a date. I mean yeah that’s a stupid ass reason and only counts for like 15% of my decision but I mean, that’s part of the memory. Another one on the list of shit I should’ve done while I was young. I’m honestly a simple person and it doesn’t take much to make up happy. But happiness always feels out of reach for me. 

ughh freaking school and its wack schedule. i mean i’m glad that i don’t really have to wake up till 9 but now it’s sooo hard to just fall asleep -_- i want my old sleep schedule back